Us in colors.

It didn’t make sense that he wanted to hang out with his friends till very late when the next morning he was working. I know that he usually decline if his friends wants to meet up late the day before his working day. Even if it was me, we would spend time up till 11pm the maximum and then he sends me home and he goes home to rest. But since we meet almost every time, I thought probably he didn’t meet his friends for quite some time and he simply wanted to catch up.

I was actually very sad that he could not attend my graduation. He did not get any leave nor was his time off approved. That was what I thought. So even though the day was suppose to be one of the happiest time of my life, the atmosphere was not there. Even my parents cannot attend because its for scdf personnel only. (-_-)

So imagine my surprise when he approached me from behind while I was talking to my friends and there he was smiling so handsomely in his most kilat uniform. He looked stunning. I wanted to grab hold him and hug him so tight lah. But must be professional since we were in uniform. I was super duper duper duper happy man. The feeling was beyond any words I can ever describe. He actually came from work at Bishan fire station all the way to Cda at Jalan Bahar. He actually was on leave and was resting at home. But then he was called back since there wasn’t enough manpower. But even so, he manage to get time off. I truly love it when he make surprises like this. I find his gesture damn sweet and truly romantic.

So in fact actually when I come to think of it, he knows he was actually on leave and no wonder he did not bother to go home early to rest when in fact he always do that. That was why he could hung out with his friends at ease till late.

He really made my day yesterday and I absolutely love the poloroid picture of us in uniform. We looked so adorable together. :))

My wedding is in 2 months. To everyone else it seems like the day is drawing near but to me it feels like its still far away for me to hold on to. I’m excited, yes I am. But it still have not sink in yet. Probably because there is a lot of things running through my head. Like for instance I just passed out as a full pledged paramedic. Now there are a lot of responsibilities on my shoulder. And the fact that if I were to go to a new station, I’m pretty scared I cannot adapt to the new environment and people. I fear that people expect more from me and I am not up to task to it. Then there are so many wedding preparations to do. During my course the past 7weeks I put everything on hold so that I could concentrate. Now that its over, I have to go full trottle to settle the invitation cards, set meetings to do my trial make up, write up the events, find someone to do my henna, think of titles and credits for our wedding video etc etc. He helps me whenever he can like finding songs for our wedding video but he is just as busy as me with his own work stuff. We always have to find ways to slot in the wedding stuff onto our busy shedules. It just seems that we’re simply too busy with Scdf work that we couldn’t soak in the feeling that we are getting married very much soon enough. I hope as the day draws near, it gets more smoother and everything falls nicely in place. I may not feel the excitement a full 100 percent now but in due time, I know when the day finally comes, it would be without a doubt the highlight of the year, the highlight of my life to be married to him. My excitement will be beyond any words anyone can ever describe.

We were given a task to choose 15 songs for our videographer so that he could slot in the songs for our wedding video. I had to choose 7 while he did the honors and did 8. I didn’t have any lovey dovey meaningful english songs in mind to be put in. I couldn’t think of any plus I didn’t like the idea of slow=sleepy songs. So I simply chose those catchy ones that has love in it. The thing is, it was totally out of line and it didn’t relate to our love life. It wasn’t even near it. Sayang thinks its clubbing songs. Oh god. But when I looked at the songs he chose, I’m pretty amazed. Because most songs has deep meanings. He even told me he listened to the lyrics of the songs to make sure. My boy really made the effort. A rare genuine find because usually boys don’t bother when it comes to wedding stuff. Indeed, I got myself a good man.

A guy who was engaged went to a strip club with a bunch of friends to have his bachelor party. He gets to know a girl there who was making her moves on him. She told him that he was too young to get married. He should have enjoyed his life and not settle down too quick. He quickly went back in search of his fiance. Told her this ’ I went to a strip club today with my friends and I met a girl who told me not to rush into this marriage. You know how lots of people keep telling us we shouldn’t get married because we’re too young? Well, I had some serious thinking and I’m done searching. I’m done searching for the right girl. Because your the right girl I want to marry ’ *90210